Second Thoughts

I re-read my first post (Dreading May) and was going to delete it as it was very personal and perhaps a syndrome of "TMI" but decided to let it remain as is for now. If you ever find yourself in a similar situation and need help in deciding which path of care is right for you/your loved ones, just ask. I can't publish it here as I would be sued for my remarks. :)

You saw a fraction of my serious side and being "multi-faceted" there is a lot more to me and hopefully as time charges on you will pick it up without questioning my sanity. :) The one thing in life that I love to do is....laugh. I love a good smile on a man...well women too but being gay I sort of look at men more. :) If you read my profile on here, you would already know that I love to bike ride, work-out, skate, ( well I don't skate much anymore, I crashed into a tree and flipped over and somehow crushed my left elbow....where that tree came from I dont have a clue but it sure knew how to stop a skater, fast) I love the feeling after a sweaty work out..yeah not for everyone but there is a natural high that screams to your inner mind "atta-boy" you did good. Its harder for me to work out as the bum elbow doesn't move certain ways and lifting weights is out of the question but I can't let it stop me, so I work around it. For me, I have to get more disciplined to work out daily and with my current job, it's not always that simple but I'm gonna do it anyway. :)

As to my current job situation, it's just not for me. It is an honorable job/career for many who choose to remain in the field as it does have it's just rewards. However, I would rather be in a career where I still work with seniors but not in direct care. I am more into administrative/management and would like be a part of the solution in providing more health care options for all who need it.

TJ